always just a cut above the rest

You’re worth it.

I care about you.

Now, before you call bullshit and saying “You probably don’t even know I exist”, let me explain.

I care about people who get confused. I care about people who make mistakes. I care about people who have regrets. I care about people who need a little help finding a reason to move on with their lives. I care about people who need a break. I care about people who can’t sleep at night because their thoughts are eating their minds. I care about people who know it’s okay to have a bad day every once and awhile. I care about people who are insecure. I care about people who don’t think nice things about themselves. I care about people’s flaws. I care about people who don’t think anyone cares about them.

I care about you.

Ever notice that the more you use a word, the more it lessens it’s value? That’s probably what you’re thinking right about now. You think that I can say that I care, but meanwhile I’m just saying that to seem nice. No. I will put so much effort into showing you that I give a damn about you if you ever need reminding. I will talk to you for 48 hours straight and not need sleep if you ever have a problem or if you just need someone to talk to.

You are so strong, did you know that? You have had a constant battle with life and all of the shit it throws at you for years and years of your entire existence. That’s pretty fucking cool if you ask me. You have the ability and ambition to accomplish so many things. All humans were biologically designed the same. If you see someone doing something and you kick yourself over not being able to do the same, the only thing you’re doing wrong is creating a shit attitude. If they can do it, you can do it. It’s already wired in your system, you just need to find it. The only obstacle blocking your way is your mind. And when was the last time someone called you beautiful? Hopefully it was recent, because I know you tend to forget sometimes, which is okay. You’re beautiful. You sure as hell don’t believe it though, do you? That’s silly. It’s like you not believing someone when they say that water tastes like water. I’m taking to someone (that’s you) who has the most charming personality in the world, yet if you deem yourself by your mind’s standard as ‘unattractive’ you’re still one of the most gorgeous people on earth, wanna know why? Because the more you adore or love someone, the more their eternal beauty takes over everything. So the only thing that could make you ‘ugly’ is your attitude. Sadness and depression in philosophy states that ‘when it rains, it pours’. When you’re unhappy with the way you look, your smile completely vanishes. It’s a proven fact that people smile more around people who are smiling. So let me ask you this, what is you being unhappy about your appearance going to accomplish? Nothing. It’s hard to express to others how you actually are when you look so unhappy. Unhappy = unapproachable. So, basically, the more you smile and the more your internal beauty takes over, the more you’ll see people smiling back at you and you sit back and realize that you are actually loved. Don’t think you can do it? Remember what I said about ambitions? You can do a n y t h i n g when you set a good attitude towards it. Have you ever felt like none of your efforts are enough for anybody? They are. They just haven’t seen it yet. As long as you’re not being ridiculed about your actions, people enjoy your efforts. See, if they never say anything about something you’re doing, that mean they’re comfortable with it and satisfied. If you do something that you believe to be above your own limits and no one says anything about it, that means that they knew that you could do it. They always saw you as someone who was able to achieve the greater part of life. If they’re surprised with your accomplishments, that means that the previously thought lower of you, but now they’re setting new standards and realize all of the amazing things you could accomplish. You’re proving them wrong. You know how great it feels when you outsmart someone and make them look like a dumbass? There’s that smile. So, when you stop creating these achievements and stoop down to a level lower (that of which you might be made to believe you’re only good for and worth) and people freak out, remember that they’re not going along with you, they knew you as a person who could reach across the stars. They know you’re worth something bigger. So, revisiting the point I made earlier about me caring, if you ever genuinely believe that nobody cares about you, that’s the one thing you will always be wrong at. There’s at least one person, and that’s me. So if you ever need to talk, my ask box will always be open. I may not respond right away, but you will never be ignored and I will help you with anything as soon as I’m able to. Words could never describe how beautiful your life is.

So next time you’re having one of those nights, please read this. Don’t make any silly decisions that you’ll regret and please know that you’re worth something to the world. you need to keep fighting and you need to keep breathing, because the fact that you’re still able to fight and breathe is pretty amazing. Please, don’t give that up. I love you.

Stay alright, because I know you can.

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